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Chinese New Year 2010 Year of Tigher

2010-02-14T15:57:00.002+08:00

Want to first wish all you reader a Happy Chinese New Year!

these few are busy for me and also in my work... but i feel is all worth it doing. and want to thank God that i can go back servicing in Children Church again in Service and also in visitation... and few month will be a very very high month because a lot of things will happen in the month of march...

today is Chinese New Year, and this year will have lesser Ang Bo because i think we are not going for visitation... due to some reason, but i enjoy the time at home or even with my friends for pre Chinese new year... hahahahaha.....

Friday 3 of us went to city area to hang out talk about things that happen during NS time and some other things under the black sky.... we talk i think for 4 hours at the same place.. and after that we went to take a walk from the place to City Hall MRT that time i think is 6plus in the morning.... hahahaha.... but i really enjoy the time with my friends and spend time with them is GOOD. hahahha....

more things upcoming in this blog.... dont miss out!

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Use God Given Talent to be Someone GREAT

2010-02-06T06:29:00.002+08:00

i have watch alot of video during my work time. most of the video i watch in youtube is like Britain Got Talent all the show about talent, when watching all this video i was thinking, and see thru all the video... and i like a BIG BIG Wake UP CALLED for me. and i asking myself this few question maybe you can also ask yourself these question that i going to list over there.

Question 1:
What talent that you have?

Question 2:
What are some of the things that stop you from reaching to talent?

Question 3:
Do you have the boldness to take the step to show your talent?

Question 4:
what will you do when you win a talent show like Britain got talent or any other talent show?

Question 5:
Have you ask yourself, I'm a christian what can i do using my talent?

just think thought the answer. i will answer all this question maybe tomorrow or tonight...

for now i want you to enjoy 2 video that i enjoy much... see a age of 13 and 14 have the spirit of NEVER GIVE UP

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MY Last Day in my WP Store

2010-02-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

Huh... I pray that Monday will come fast... that i can leave the WP store and move to my new office place... :)

And PTL i can start serving in Children's church ministry again... (SO SO HAPPY)

Huh... back today blog... Today i have been sleeping the whole day till 6pm... i wake up and found that there is no food :( but never mind i eating my lunch cum dinner at my work place...

i have watching the video shown in my last blog that is TODAY!! hahahaha.... i still watch that now... i wonder i that i can be someone like him that can dance and sing... But i happy with who i am... but i have a hidden talent that i LOVE to sing to Music and think of ways to make the music sound alive with that kind of dance step (of because the dance step is not from me, i cant dance but i can plan people to plan to what i plan)

i also love to see my work see in all around the world, and be someone that God created me to be..YES and Amen.

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BACK TO BLOG!!!

2010-02-05T02:09:00.004+08:00

COOL!!

You know what I back to BLOG once again... MISS ME and my BLOG?? :)

This whole week i have roster to do night shift... is really night shift... that start from 11pm to the next day 7am morning.... But i always find ways to do and watch during the time i in office... :D

this week i have been watching alot alot alot of YouTube video and also catch my eyes to watch this video called Britain Got Talent 2009... and i came to know that the following person i going to mention is someone that keep the NEVER GIVE UP Spirit in the Show...

and that is George Sampson... why him and not some body else... i have watch i think a few of his MTV and dance lesson... on youtube and he is truly a talented boy or i think should be a talented dancer of his age is only 16 that is the winner of the Britain Got Talent 2009.....

I feel that this year the George Sampson and his team A2AA stand for Acess 2 All Areas to come to singapore for the Singapore Biggest Dance workshop by the O School by CHEC.

Here are some of the Video enjoy yourselves

Get Up On the Dance Floor

Headz Up

Singing in the Rain

Candy Girls

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Left 65 Days TO ORD!!!!!!!

2009-01-09T11:28:00.003+08:00

YES! YES! YES!

i left 65 days in CCOSGD Camp..... i hope i will leave the camp ASAP......
cos since i came to NS i fall sick easily and alot of things happen to me... in my physical, mentally, spiritually.... yet i walk out the room fill with darkness and GOD have given me a light to shine my way out of the room with just little small light.... and walk into another room full of light that all the darkness have to go away cos of that little light that we have that not shine for our path but also in the life of people who are in the room of the darkness slowly we will bring them one by one out of the room full with drakness.....

65 DAYS TO ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Less Than 1 Week to Xmas

2008-12-14T15:02:00.002+08:00

we got less than 1 week till Xmas..... and means 1 week of saturation.... and i pray that my group during this Xmas... will start growing and end this year a big band...... and ths is what i hope for and pray for.... not just in the number but also in their spiritual level of reading the bible every day and pray... that they will birng friends also....

and now we are counting down 91 days to ORD.... yah..........

means out of CCOSGD.....

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SPeCIAL Musical

2008-08-15T21:40:00.002+08:00

WOW!!!!!!!! the SPeCIAL Musical just ended. and can said that i abit sad that the musical ended so fast.... hope the musical will last like 2 weeks... hahahhaha...... there are some photo taken during the last day... and FIRST time doing Musical back stage... but i still enjoyed yourself behind the stage...

this the back drop i need to turn left and right change from school to HDB

5 mins to the show... and by the way i and tracy look like the door keeper.....

photo taking after the first session on sunday....

END of the Musical SAD :(

And this day i will always remember.... all the kids from 10 to 12 really grow up ALOT ALOT...

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Prayer Meeting Yesterday

2008-05-20T14:29:00.002+08:00

WOW!!!!

Yesterday we have a wonderful and Powerful prayer meeting that many of us is so close to the presence of God. And we dwell in the presence of God for i think 1 hour in prayer and in worship. and God spoke to me three things that He want to see in my life.

1. to be willing to LOVE others
2. have a heart after God's heart and seek after God in my QT
3. to have more encourage in myself and also God when trying new things in life

after the powerful prayer meeting we went to have a wonderful lunch at bedok interchange

waiting for the bus to come three of the leaders in our zone (GIRLS POWER)

after fellowship with them we went to City Hall for another shopping with Anson, Lena, Jonathan, ZiHao, Jackson and Xiu Yuan....

Some where in City Hall guess where is this place?

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Taiwan For Hoildays!!!!!

2008-05-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

WOW!!!!!!!

Just came back from Taiwan!!!!! is so fun over there.... the most happy days are the last 3 days in taiwan it was so so FUN.......... the first place we went was WINDOW ON CHINA is also called the 小人国... everything over there is SO so so so small that you feel that you are the giant over them... hahahahahaha..... some photo taken over there at WINDOW ON CHINA 小人国.

After that we went to another place too bad i never take any photo.... why not go to the last day of the trip we found something that you will never think of going there......

AND this is the last meal we have in TAIWAN.....

HOPE TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN.....

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Year 2008

2008-02-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

Wow is for a long time i never update my blog.... and i will try to blog everyday like i use to do hahahahahaha...... so this really need a new goals for 2008... and i really want to try something different... during chinese new year went shopping with anson, timothy and jonathan and they really go all the way to use up my money into a good use bought so many things... i bought two jeans, one T-shirt, one shirt and also pair of shoes... and maybe next time around i might buy a ed-hardy t-shirt that is a bomb when i get my next pay that is very very near... i really want to look different in the outside and also in inside spiritually...

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Second Day of my leave

2007-12-28T11:57:00.000+08:00

Wow.... this my second day of leave and most of the time i spend sleeping and going online..... but today abit different i have to go do visitation for zilei group... cos as you read yesterday post, she went oversea for teacher exchange (so good i want to go too) but is ok..... i shall stay in singapore to serve God hahahahahhaha even more.... yesterday was very different day for me.... that i have nobody to really listen to me and feel the way feel tried after serving for all 7 childrens church svc....... i think this is a very very stretch christmas for me.... and for most of us but we still go though the rush timing during this christmas...... today the plan for me is as follow:

3:00pm to 6:00pm - Go walk walk around AMK and Compress Point......
6:00pm to 6:30pm - have a good Dinner by myself hahahahah so i can enjoy the food myself......
6:30pm to 9:00pm - Do visitation......
9:30pm - Home sweet Home......

This my plan for today..... if you wnat you can join me to have dinner but if can i like to have dinner by myself......

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First day of my leave

2007-12-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

Sigh....... first day of my leave i spend the day whole sleeping and try to go out with friends but none of them reply my message i think they are super busy doing their calling and also doing their visitation..... wow zilei going oversea again and have help her to cover her area for her.... and i super tired and dry in my spirit after serving for i think 7 svc and i attend 1 main svc.... and hope that i can spend more time with my best friends.... and also my aa zone FAMILY..... really this year christmas i feel a different kind of christmas i use to have a born and a disappointed christmas that i will have scolding and rejected by people and lost of FAMILY love that i want it so much that i cant find it any more.....

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This Year Christmas Very Disappointing

2007-12-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all of You! Yes i back again to my blog, to update things around me happen everyday, every min and every second. Back to the subject this year christmas i were very disappointed with alot of things. And i think this year christmas is really a christmas that i never want to have again. Many people wondering why i cry yesterday during svc. i cry because not of the drama but i was thinking about the fengge play as tom that he does not have or know who is his parents. and when i see people giving out present to friends and family i reminded of my broken family that i have, and i feel that this year i come to a place that i must make a decision to give present to people around me this year, and this month i dont even have money to spend on myself and just want to bless someone else happy during this season. and many time you see me almost everytime wear the same shirt and jean every weekend or going out with people. and this season i must really eat at home and times i will never go eat dinner and lunch or even eat anything. just want to see the smile on my friends faces. but this year was very very bad that i only manage to buy two things for jonathan and i feel bad without buying other people present and i feel that i have short changing them in their friendship....

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Tried

2007-09-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

Super tried and dry in my spirit this week dont know why??? thinking of how to go for cell group meeting for the next few month cos i stick in camp till 7 sometime to even 8.... how to go for make up cell group...... and sunday even wost have to go back to camp also sometime.... cannot go for make up cell group meeting.... stressssss...... how????? God i really in the stage that i am very dry and lost the hunger for more of You GOD...... God i make this stresss.... go away from me... and i wont be stresss in the small things of coming for cell group meeting and serving you...... HELP ME GOD!

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Serving GOD!!!!!

2007-08-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

Wow..... This week is a tried one..... but i thank God for giving me strength to serve Him this week..... About what new starting from next week i be doing N06 a woodlands bus.... thank God for giving me chances to come back to transport..... but i cant do return sad :( but is OK.... still to serve God.......

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LONGGGGGGG TIME

2007-08-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!! Since a LONG Time i never update my Blog.....

Last week we celebrated Mei Xiu birthday at Chinatown KTV.... This is the first time step into a KTV..... and alot of our zone people will there only.. ME, Anson, Jonathan, Jackson, Michelle, Zi Hao and the birthday girl.... most of all we enjoy ourselves breaking all the KTV rules... the following section is taken from my ZS Anson BLOG.... (Dont know that he also got Blog right? hahahahahahaha)

KARAOKE RULES 101

1. No Skipping of Songs

2. No Singing Together When Someone Is Singing

3. No USING Of Remote Control As Mike

4. No Changing Of Song Lyrics

5. No Switching Of Singers Suddenly

The Above rules have been seriously violated by AA personals especially JACKSON TAN !!!!!!!!!

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PLease PRAY for ME!!!!`

2007-07-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

This month i been go in and out of hospital for many reason, 1 is cos by my intestine and another is my headache is been very bad this year........ so really need all your prayers and i going for a CT scan on the 27 july in CGH on my head..........

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Emerge, Revelation and PASSION

2007-06-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

1. Emerge: This year EMERGE is really a changing point, mind and life changing year for me because i in army, many things that i like to do but i cant this year. this year Pastor Kong is really challenging us to be the salt and the light of the world, one night pastor preach on the title Have a broken heart to God. And the word and the presence really change me and bring me closer to God and into His love more, during one of the emerge session LOVE of GOD is so close and strong i cry cause many time i think no body loves me and cares for me. but no GOD still loves me and the people around me they still loves and cares for me.

2. Revelation this week: Isaiah 9: 2 " The people who walk in darkness will see a great light. For those who live in a land of deep darkness, a light will shine." many time i really will feel sad, depress of some of the things, like this verse when you in darkness in times GOD will give you a great LIGHT in front to shine for you so i can really keep on walking to the bright LIGHT GOD have set to direct me.

3. what PASSION means to me:

P - Patient - I must have PATIENT. and PASSION have to build up slowly.
A - Able - I ABLE to have PASSION to win the lost and in the things i like and love to do for GOD.
S - Slowly- PASSION have to build up SLOWLY, no point rushing.
S - Sow- PASSION giving some to people who are in need of something.
I - Into - For me to have PASSION in the lost and ministry i must get INTO the things i love and can do.
O - Overcome - I must OVERCOME the things of world during this time my PASSION will keep growing.
N - Never give up - I must NEVER GIVE UP in myself and in GOD for the PASSION in the lost and ministry .

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Emerge 2007 Part 1

2007-06-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

This week is our youth Conference EMERGE 2007, where all the youth will come together to set a revival in their campus. And this year emerge is a bit different from the past few years, this year we have all competition and games for the youth to show their talent. And this year theme is “I CAN DO ALL THINGS” and also this year I in army cant join any competition, I want to thank God that I manage to come for all the session only for the final night that I have to book in at 2030, but is ok. I enjoy myself in this year emerge. Many things have change my view of not just serving the Lord but is also LOVING the Lord, and we must always trust in God and do it with God strength and not by own strength to do the things of God.

As many people know that I have suffer in depression and have a through of ending my life and many people say that I cannot do things well and when ever I do something for them, they never say even a thank you. And after 1 June 2007 night session I was reminded by God in the svc I broke down before God and start to cry, cause I in the past don’t understand the meaning of Love and I always think that I am not loveable in my own family, church people and in camp.

Emerge 2007 Part 2

2007-06-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

But after yesterday svc God hit my heart and broke all the wrong things and the thinking that I have, and I cry out to God and lead me out of the thinking that I have and break the wall of depression and sadness that I will be who I am in the past happy. And many people have think that I am weak in my physical body, yeah I weak in my physical body but I know one thing, God will give me strength and He will bring me to another level of spiritual grown and I willing to give my life to die for Christ the same way Jesus die in the world to bring the soul to God. I willing to be a fool for Christ. God is always there with me, and He have also set people to encourage and help me when I feel no meaning living, and they encourage me. And times that my day is bad, they are there to make it happy. The most impact session was yesterday svc about the LOVE with God.

To come back to the first love that I have with when I first receive God into my life, and it really touch me and my life and the love to God even more. And I really want to thank God for the following people who are always there to cheer me through hard time. Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson, Zilei, Anson, Yvonne and many of you. So keep praying for me. That my relationship with God will be strengths.

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The Lost Sheep

2007-05-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today I am remind of this story in the bible talking about the lost sheep and remind of the email I send last time to all my friends and now thinking though what I said that time in my email. I was thinking why did I write about the lost sheep that time. And I remember cause that time I was really very sad and sown and that nobody is there to encourage and talk to me, but only God aloe, but I must remember something that God don’t have just one sheep but there are a lot of sheep to look after and I was thinking now can one sheep live alone without any sheep around and thinking is like in the real life if a person without friends the person will feel alone, sad, feel more rejected in the world or in the place. We also have to look at the big picture of what God wants to do in our life, God gives us friends to help each other to grow in spiritually and also in relationship with people. I know one fact that if you are lost, your friends will be worry about you. So whenever a Christian backslide the first person or the first group of people they will be shock that will be your friends. So before you think of BS or killing yourself think about who will you hurt before making the decision of BS or killing yourself. Praise the Lord hear that my area AA204 have 13 newcomers and total 32 kids came this Easter celebration. And I want to thank God for the breakthrough and bring kids into the kingdom of God.

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In Good or Bad

2007-05-06T15:26:00.000+08:00

This weekend I called to come back to camp on Sunday morning 8am. And many things happen this whole weekends. For no reason I cant feet the presence of God, when I do my quiet time in my army camp room. And I feel I so death in my walk with God when I in army. And many time I feel like giving up cause I really cant feel God in the place and I was wondering God have you forsaken me in this place and leave me, were alone to go though all this thing, and many night I have cry because I cant feel God around me. So yesterday on the way back home. I was sms Jonathan and I talk to him the things that happen to me this whole week. He is always a good encourager always talk to me when I need someone to talk to. After sms yesterday I was doing my quiet time and cry again cause yesterday God spoken to me, that I have to keep walking and don’t look back at the past and God show me John 3: 16. And Jesus die for me to set me free from all the broken hearted and take away all the bad things and give me good things and a positive thinking and all the things that I think must be change from (-) to (+). And I must look at the good slide of the army life, and the things that are going to come, so I must hold on to the calling of God and never let the bad things stop me from going toward the calling of God have given to me.

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I'M back to blog

2007-05-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

heLOW!!!

My friends i'm to blog (hahahahhaah) i think i have not blog for 2 months, cos i'm in army camp and many things have happen during army last 2 months. And i have go though alot of up and down by myself in the camp. Many people backsilde from church before they cant face the really fact in army bad things will happen to them, but they think that they will not leave God during the 2 year serving in NS. And many of the time, they are taken away and blined by the things of the world and never want to overcome and cross over. And many time they will feel bored and tried cos no one is there to encourage them to keep walking in the LORD. and they choose to follow the world, and they find no meaning in christ, so they backsilde from the LORD and go to the world and they think they will find themselves peace and fun. but no they find problems and problems when they leave the LORD. And thank GOD i got a church that really cares, loves and encourage me to love GOD and love Jesus in times of problem and not just keep it to myself but i have to learn to share with my friends and leaders that is set for me to help me to grow. Thanks to Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson, Anson, Wai Sum, Mei Xiu, Michelle, Xiu Yuan and many other in children's church that cares about me.

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Tomorrow is A brand new Start of Life.

2007-03-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

heLOW.....

Today is my last day to blog cos i am going into army tomorrow (abit sad). hope all my friends will remember me. And many things have happen during this few days happy and sad also have, but the thing is how you look at the thing that happen that day. And i want to say a BIG THANK YOU to all my friends and HAPPY FAMILY ( Jonathan, Elaine and Jackson) for encourage me when i was feeling down and cheer me up when i was lost thanks to all of them. Keep praying for me to have a good start in the army.

REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

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4 more days to army!

2007-03-12T06:47:00.000+08:00

Hi... i have 4 more days to spend and to enjoy before i going into army and i feel abit sad, and many things happen to me last week i feel i am lost in the spirit and lost all my friends and feel nobody is around to encourage me but i believe i all i need is the encourage from God and no people or man. but i still have to thank God for putting Jonathan, Elaine and Jackson. and i remember something i have to say sorry to Jackson for yesterday. and this week many people is meeting me out for dinner and fellowship with me before i go into army to spend my 2 years in the camp to be train to become a real man (hahahahahahahahahah).

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What wrong with me?

2007-03-11T06:37:00.000+08:00

Wow.... since a long time i haven been updating my blog so i want to use this whole blogging (hahahahahahahahaah). Yesterday is a bad day for me. many things happen and i feel sad and feel everyone is drawing away from me. and feel nobody cares and loves me. and wanted to ask God where are you God when i need you. and for a few min am i thinking for ending my life because i am really tried of living in this world. and everyone around me since to be drawing away and away from me, i feel i began to lost my trust in people again, and now i really feel like crying again cos i really feel lost in my spirit and tried. can someone talk to me. and i only have 4 more days before i go into army.

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Anson Birthday Celebration

2007-02-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA..... YEsterday we celebrate our ZS birthday. and by right and by left we
should be celebrating his birthday today but i think everyone is not free so i think michelle bring
forward to monday midnight to celebrate for him, and michelle is so smart she plan with winnie
how to give anson a big shock.... but end up we suggest wai sum to go up to anson house first to
to pass winnie her present and i think for 2 min to 5 min wai sum is inside and wai sum say she
have to leave first and anson open the door and next thing you know. Anson is shock to see us outside his house and we sang happy birthday song.

Chinese New Year!!!

2007-02-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! Time really flys, less than 1 week to Chinese New Year. and i haven
even buy my chinese new year cloths is ok i going to buy it tomorrow after
prayer meeting. And i really want to change the way i show myself so i really need people to go shopping with me tomorrow and i have only $50 to spend on this year because i going in army soon so no point buying so many cloths. yah so maybe i will be calling jonathan, jackson and gangs out to buy chinese new year cloths. hahahahaahh. talking about army i have 4 more weeks to army and i really want to spend time with my family and besst friends. and i really going to miss all of you guys, remember to keep me in prayer that i will be strong in NS.

P.S. to Jonathan, Elaine and Jackson meet your for dinner after i go into NS.

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Prayer Meeting

2007-02-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! This week tuesday prayer meeting is so GOOD that is very different from other prayer meeting that i have go before. why is the prayer different from other prayer meeting is Pastor want us to have encounter with God by us praying alone and connet spirit to spirit with God. and i began to pray and God spoke to me. He said "What ever you ask in My name it shall come to pass and all things that your heart desire I will give to you" and i was so into the presence that i began to ask God to bring me to another level of spiritual level in my life and many other things. And things began to come, after the prayer meeting. PTL.

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Am back to Blog again!

2007-01-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

Wow.... since long time i update the blog (hahahahahaha). i got two things to say for this post. First of all, I am going in the army soon. i going into army on the 16 march 2oo7 is on the friday that means i will miss the svc on sunday and i will miss the time fellowshipping with my BEST Friends and my AAzone member. Second thing is only today i never go out with Jonathan, Elaine, Yuhao, Jackson and MX (hahahahahaha) so everything today will abit quite and bored for me, but never mind tomorrow we going to start the workshop by going to CCS (Christ Church Secondary School) to give worshop.

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Through Year 2006 Part 1

2007-01-02T12:18:00.001+08:00

first of all i want to wish all you guys a Happy New Year. Now i
going to share how is the year 2006.

In 2006 is really a turning point for me and my life, and there is
many thing that happen in year 2006.

Nothing much happen during the first few month, my life turn and
change during my 18 birthday that my children's church zone member
gave me a shocking birthday, and i will shock to see all of you guys
came to celebrated my birthday together with me. this is there i know
my AA zone member even more and of cos since then i get to know
jonathan and jackson and i know that i have found a true meaning of
friendship and i began to open myself to share my problems with them,
and slowly thing in life began to change.

Through Year 2006 Part 2

2007-01-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

first i get into rejection and many time i will feel that i am not
good to be jonathan and jackson friend, a later on i get into
depression and many time i will feel like ending my life and the walk
with God, and many thing came back to my mind fresh through my mind
and one of the thing that leave a print in my mind is that people are
always there to cheat me and i will always not want to forgive them,
later on i get bitter with Jonathan why? because he is helping wai
sum to look after a group. and i always said to myself people cannot
be trusted they always there to cheat you. and my heart slowly
becoming harder and harder that i will not people to close to me.

during one of pastor kong preaching in anger management, and he said
some that really hit my heart and my mind hard. that is do not sub-
press everything in your heart and not build a wall around heart, and
when i began to listen i hear Holy Spirit moving in me and during the
altar call i break down in tears and began to cry down to God to hit
down the wall that i have build over the years, and ask God for a new
heart, and later on Pastor kong give another altar call anyone who
are bitter, or there is someone that you cannot forgive what they
have done to you in the pass. and he want us to speak out the name of
the people who you are bitter about and people that you cannot
forgive, and i take a long time to said out their name. when i was
worshipping God after i say out the name God spoke to me said go to
the people who you have bitterness and to people who you cannot forgive.

Through Year 2006 Part 3

2007-01-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

on the next day i take up my boldness to sms jonathan to tell him
that i am bitter about him taking a group and i ask him to forgive
me, and you know what he reply me, he said he can already feel that i
am bitter that he is taking a group. and slowly i know that Jonathan
and truly a friend that God have set to help me.

slowly the blessing of God began to come upon me when i give my
tithe during the first week of the month that is the month of Nov.
and many thing began to happen many people start to give me call to
ask me if i want to work for them. slowly i became a blessing to
others when was bless with job. i never give treat to people around
me before, and the first treat that gave is to my best friends
Jonathan, Elaine and yuhao in pepper lunch. since then i found the
joy of giving and blessing others and not just receiving from others.
i think all most everytime i will bless them with dinner and i bless
them when they dont have enough.

and last year was a really break though year for me during the
christmas i bless my best friends with presents, jonathan= bag,
jackson= bag, elaine= a ed hardy jeans, michelle= bag. and something
really shock me last year is first time receiving christmas present
from people! my best friend (jonathan, elaine, jackson and michelle)
buy me a shoe i am so happy. slowly more present start to come to me.

this is a summary of the year 2006.

I know my english is not that good but is what i want to share the
goodness God that show to me during the year 2006

From
Letter TO GOD

IS Christmas

2006-12-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Is going to be christmas i'm so happy this is when i can really give and bless people, and i will not forget all the wish list all of you send me i will try to get the things you want but i cant promise you, you will get all the things you wish for i will try to get all the things. But most important is i like people to buy me alot of clothes, plant and alot and alot of things. during christmas we will be very very busy cos christmas we need to serve 5 svc but see if i have friends coming or not

from
Letter TO GOD

A Bethlehem Candlelight Christmas

2006-12-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming closer and Closer and i like to invite all people who read my blog, you can email me at tytjackie@gmail.com or add me in Msn tanyongtengjackie@hotmail.com.

From
Letter TO GOD

Sad DAY!!!!!

2006-12-04T10:35:00.000+08:00

This few weeks is a very different week because alot of things happen to me and my relationship with HIM. This week just too many things happen at the same time and i feel like giving up and go do something different but as all of you know that i have a group of BEST friends (Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson and Yuhao) that they are always there to encourage me and pull me through hards time and spend time with me. and yesterday (sunday) i said after PM and after attendance we go eat Seoul Graden but end up me not enough money to treat them and i so called never keep my word and after that i feel very bad that sms them sorry that i should bring more money and i will scare that they dont want to be my friend again and i think that they are not happy with me that i broke my word to pay for them half of the price of the Seoul Graden but i did't. That why yesterday the whole day i been crying crying out to GOD. asking God why all this things must happen to me and i have to go though so many problems and face them by myself. I believe God will not put me there myself the sovle the problems but He also put friends there to help me fight and overcome this problems

From
Letter TO GOD

Anson and Winnie Wedding

2006-11-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!

Anson and Winnie finaly getting merry. They have been together for very long and now they are together in the same family. and so happy for them.

And during the wedding we are called to help out to be usher the people to the chinese church room. there are some of the picture taken.

This is my first time taking Photo together with Jonathan and Jackson

Some of the AA zone people

From
Letter TO GOD

This Week sigh.............

2006-11-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Aiya this week is a very bad week sia. and i feel very bored and tried at the same time and i need people encourage and even find people to talk to. and at the same time i dont want to disturb my best friend too much and i dont want them to be stress up by me and i spend time talking to God and i hear nothing from God and i dont know why i just cant hear from God this week. and i believe my faith is not there thats why God never speak to me. but i never want to give up so i must keep on praying and talk to God with FAITH. and this week is Anson and winnie wedding am so happy that they are going to merry. But the thing is anson is be away for 3 weeks and i will be helping zilei to do visitation that means i have to do two days of visitation. and is very very trieding but i put my trust in HIM.

From
Letter TO GOD

Went Out With Friends

2006-11-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today is a very tried and sad day i feel very stress up and sad about somethings and i want to meet some of my best friends Jonathan, Elaine, Yuhao and of cos MX. and today alone i cant really do anything well and what ever things i do, nobody will care to listen and talk to me and give me feedback about the poster and i feel so sad and hopeness, like no one is there to encourage me, but i was wrong! i sms jonathan, elaine, yuhao and MX they really encourage me. and i sms a very stupid things to jonathan. "Pray that God will take me up to heaven as fast as possible" jonathan reply, something that i dont want to say. lets put this aside keep on walking. there are some of the picture taken today by my phone.

MX, Elaine, Yuhao and Jonathan my friends!!

this is my second time people take picture for me!! and will not be the last

There all for today i will update again tomorrow
From
Letter TO GOD

Sorry!!!

2006-11-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

This few week been very very busy cos working. this month dont have really time to blog.

from
Letter TO GOD

I'm BACK!!!!!!!

2006-11-11T07:34:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating the blog i am very busy this few weeks have been working in Active Intelligence Michael and Lena company, so unable to update my blog. this few weeks i have done alot of things like last sunday i went to have my hair cut and also went for shopping with timothy and Gary. i brought alot of things like new t-shirt, new jacket, new jeans and going to dye my hair but not fully dye my hair but some part only (hahhahahahaah) if you want to see the make over of Jackie please look for me if you can (wahhahahahhaha). some of the picture taken this few weeks.

on my way the shopping Handsome right???

This is the second after my hair cut

More picture will come

From
Letter TO GOD

Are You my Best FRIENDS?????

2006-11-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

I think on Monday i have alot of project to do and i feel very upset of myself why can i forget the dead line of the the project and my teacher lost the trust in me and all my classmate look down on me and i feel many people look down on me i feel my friends also but i know God give me friends to help me and encourage me and i that day very very down i cant really think about anything and i just do what i use to do sms my best friend jonathan and this is the first time i sms elaine also i know i very bad i sms a sister and ask her to encourage me and i want to say sorry to her and also jonathan, and while talking to them through sms and doing my project and the good thing is, i have already finish half of the projact within 1 hours and i stop and rest and i go back to my project tomorrow and within 1 hours i finish my project during the 2 day. Praise The Lord. and the main thing is the encourage and care from jonathan and elaine. i know i dont elaine very long but i know she will be a very good friends and also best friend to me. And a gift from me, i have done 4 angel clay for them,

4 colours choose one LOVE, JOY, HOPE and PEACE

From
Letter TO GOD

Roses???

2006-11-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!!! Well Done Eng Wee you can take rose using the Angel Clay. yah there are some of the photo taken during my work time and the all the 4 color thing is i do want i going to give to my 4 best friends. they havve to choose which one they want hahahahahah......

Eng Wee doing his first rose

Finish Artwork by Eng Wee so NICE!!!

Jonathan, Elaine, Jackson and Yuhao choose one and i will bring for your

CHOOSE one only

From
Letter TO GOD

Bored thinking through the time with my best friends

2006-11-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Aiya today very tried and bored, dont know what to do feel like going out but no one to go out with (is i never find people hahahahhaha..... so cant blame other people) but i enjoy sleeping but i miss going out with jonathan, elaine, jackson and yuhao. and when i was thinking throught the time with them i really happy that i have a group of best friends with me and to encourage me and also be with me. after building fund let go and have dinner together and before i go army and will really miss all of my best friends.

From
Letter TO GOD

Fellowship at Airport BK

2006-10-30T17:12:00.000+08:00

This is like the 3 week i have spend with my cell group member fellowshipping with them. but today abit different many of them went back home early and most of them have eaten their lunch, but is ok i still go fellowship with my two cell group member cinthia and sean. and here are some of the picture taken on the MRT and BK.

A...... cinthia what happen to your face???

Cinthia why are you feeling so sad :( oh i know cos only the 3 of us fellowshipping right???

Who's food is this??? can i have one also, i super broke. give me some food to eat.

Cinthia what happen to you???

From
Letter TO GOD

Super Broke NOW!!!!!!

2006-10-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

Sigh...... I know blessing people is good, but you cant over bless people. Now i am super broke loh dont even have money to eat for two days. and I only get my pay next week. and i own alot of people money and i dont want to own and own my money, who ever wants to bless me plaese BLESS me (hahahahahhahaha....) and now i dont know how to return the money them by this week sia??? HOPE People today and tomorrow will bless me.

From
Letter TO GOD

Bless Others!!!

2006-10-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

Thank God for all the Blessing that He have blessed me. And last week cell group sermon tell us to be like God because He is a giver Himself. and there are some of the photo taken yesterday during the dinner and by the way i treated them Pepper Lunch loh. Guess who i treated dinner Jonathan, Elaine and Yuhao My BEST FRIENDS

MY Best Friend

Jonathan and Elaine enjoying their candle Light dinner Hahahahhaha (Joking only)

What are your two doing Jonathan and Elaine??? Jonathan writting love letter to Elaine????? (joking only) hahahahahaha

WoW the two of them look like couples, But they are just Best Friend no other relationship oh plaese dont any how said or i will slap you on your face!!!!!!!!

More Photo to come

From
Letter TO GOD

Fellowship at Mind Cafer!!!! Part 1

2006-10-23T07:24:00.000+08:00

This week is the second week that i fellowship with my cell group leader and also is the first time in this year that she can fellowship with us this whole year hahahahahaha.... But i really enjoy myself fellowshipping with them, but the thing i want is to fellowership with all my best friend and also to know them even better. here are some of the photo taken in the MIND CAFER. And after fellowshipping with my cell group member i went to check attendance at town area in MAC cos got free internet access hahahahahahaha........

WHO IS IT??? Let me think... OH i know who is she, she is my cell group leader!!!!!!!

Faster LEI we all very Hungry WE want FOOD!!!!! Dont choose already. just take any FOOD lah!!

A....... cinthia WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY FOOD?????

More Photo

From
Letter TO GOD

Dreams!

2006-10-18T09:18:00.000+08:00

This few days i have be having this dreams when i was asleep and i dont know is this just a dream or Something that i have to do. the dream go like this (abit funny but is really a dream):

I will holding the two very very nice balloon and i was enjoying playing with the balloon and after that something happen to the balloon the two balloons that is very nice and fun to play fly away together and i was looking at the balloon and i was crying, and wanted the ballooon to fly back to me but i waited very long and the balloon never fly back to me and was crying crying and i awake everytime i have this dreams.

Can someone tell me the meaning of this dreams and i really need people to help me understand this dreams that i have. And i was thinking about this some friend of my, i really know what going on between the some of them (is male and female... getting into relationship) and the Holy spirit spoke to me about the some of them. but i dont have to boldness to ask them, i fear that the two of them will be the balloon fly away together. i dont want to see this dream happen in real life. someone tell me what to do???

From
Letter TO GOD

Blessing After Blessing!!!!

2006-10-18T06:35:00.000+08:00

Praise The LORD!! God is so Good, you know why because God have been blessing me since last week with part-time jobs(i still can count using my hand 10 part-time jobs). most of them i turn away was i choose the better pay one. On one of the sunday Pastor Kong preach about Vision, and after the sermon he challenge everyone to give a ultra-generous offering to God and i also gave my tithe to God during that svc and i find all the money that i have and i clear all the money in my wallet. and at first i dont like giving the offering but when Pastor Kong tithe and ultra-generous offering is the key to open the blessing of God and i wanted the blessing of God so much i put all that i have into the offering. And the heaven doors is open over me and i start to receive part-time job to earn money not for myself but for the arise and build and i beileve this year i will fillfull my amount that i want to give to God.

GOD IS GOOD!!!!!!!

"Blessed Blessing" and "Multiplying Multiplication"

From
Letter TO GOD

Your Life Path Number is 7

2006-10-17T10:17:00.000+08:00

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.
You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.
A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.
You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.
Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Break Through!!!

2006-10-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

Break Through man yesterday!!! Yesterday is like my first time fellowshipping with my cell group member after a long long prayer meeting and the prayer meeting is really very very GOOD but abit long but was good. and after prayer meeting everyone is so hungry everyone started to look for food to eat and we want to eat at bedok some where i dont know to eat Japan food and here are some of the picture taken during the fellowshipping with them not alot of photo (not like Jackson blog so many photo haha.....)

Nick what happen to YOUR MOUTH????

A.... Who is this i dont remember you??? OH you are Zheng Hao lah!

A..... You want me to drinks this?? What is inside the cup???

From
Letter TO GOD

Bless People

2006-10-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Am back to blog i have been very busy working and of cos setting up my small company, still looking for better name. Still remeber the last post i post talk about J and E calling me to bless them and i was thinking to myself i dont even have alot and how to give your J and E. And it is Saturday , and this week cell group meeting start really really late and the cell group starts at 230pm and it ends around 345pm and we like rushing because i have to be to sell the FIRST album cd (hahahhahahah end up going to my room to do PPT). and after svc this is what the 3 of us is looking forward to is OUR PAY DAY!!! and i call caleb and he said he cant find the ATM and will tranfer us the money to one person and i said tranfer to J account and caleb said ok. And we went to eat at 85 bedok market and we enjoy eating and my ZS is there also. after that i was doing my quite time and God really ask me to bless the J and E with another $20 and He said when you began to bless them i will bless you even greater things in life and in spiritual life and relationship with ME and i sms J and E that i am going to bless J and E another $20. and J said he was just joking (GOD ANSWER YOUR PRAYER) and they are so happy when i said i going to bless them with $20. But i believe when i bless others, God will bless me back.

From
Letter TO GOD

Spirit To Spirit WOW POWERFUL!!!!!!

2006-10-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we have fun teaching dreamweaver in a Primary school!! and Who was there make a guess again (hahahahhha i like people to guess name) JJE this will do. and the 3 of us enjoy teaching the P6 and you know what the funny thing is No body when to take photo with J i just abit shock!! i tot everytime a P6 girls see a handsome guy like J they will want to take photo with him! but NO! never mind lets jump to the end. later the course we are going our own way so call because I have to go visitation (yesterday visitation is very very very very GOOD that if you do, you will know GOOD is it. you will learn alot from yesterday visitation) J have to go for Bible study and E i dont where she is going. Oh yah talk about E i shock them all the girls take photo with her and not J funny right?? and when we are about to walk out the school the P6's in E class said something you want to know what they said??? They said E is J your BF and J said NO and said we are just friends hahahahahahhaha. and i was laughting over there and the both of them LOOK AT ME. and i stop laughting before they KILL me. Friday we have one more session with the new Class also P6's i think tomorrow P6's will be EM3 student. one more thing and on the way i tell them J and E this week we have earn $160 and you know what the spiritual BROTHER J and SISTER E said "do you hear God speaking to you to bless someone?" and i said yes, and they look at me with a scary smile, they said you can bless us with your $160 and i said NO NO NO!!! i said J got money to buy Ed and E i dont know cos i not so call very close with her. (hahahahaha) and they sigh....

IF you know who is it plaese dont tell anyone!!!!!!! let them guess who is it (HHAHAHHHAHHA)

From
Letter TO GOD

Churchwide Prayer Meeting

2006-10-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

YES!! is churchwide prayer meeting this time i can join my cell group to pray together i know i very bad never go serve in JW but i really want to spend time praying to God together as a cell group. But i will back to serve next week confrim. I encourage everyone to come for the Prayer meeting because is where we can feel the present of God. And not everytime i can join the cell group for churchwide prayer meeting

From
Letter TO GOD

Vision Weekend at City Harvest Church Part 1

2006-10-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Pastor Kong talk about Vision in City Harvest Church. And he starts with this verse in the bible.

Acts 2: 17
And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God,
That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh;
Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
Your young men shall see visions,
Your old men shall dream dreams.

Romans 12: 2
And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

after that he said this vision turns dreams into REALITY! and next bring us into the growth of City Harvest Church this few years. and now our church record attendance: 31, 233 plus the other svc in CHC. And after that he said in the last 12 months, a total of 22, 822 people made decisions for salvation and rededication throught the ministries of CHC. Every regular week 190 people make decisions for Christ. 74% of all decisions are first-time salvation decision for Jesus. And go on into City Harvest Church in 1995 began to go out of the four walls of the church and he preach one the sermon "Church without-walls" and CHCSA is born in 1995 and in Matthew 25: 35- 36, 40. In 2006, the CHCSA volunteers provided 17, 123 serivces to 11, 421 distinct, needy and disadvantaged people in Singapore, with no strings attached. Without any doulble-counting. And by end of this year 2006 our CHCSA is no longer called CHCSA and is rename to iCare Community Services. Later he share with us this

Growing into Responsible Maturity
Every CHC members must continue to grow stronger in:
1. Prayer
2. Fellowship
3. Word Of God
4. Ministry
5. Evanglism

From
Letter TO GOD

Vision Weekend at City Harvest Church Part 2

2006-10-09T12:00:00.000+08:00

from the study of child development, wwe know that by the time boy or a girl is 13 years old, 80% of the basic skills and knowledge he needs for his lifetime is given. From 15 years of age, he or her will starts to develop the ability of abstract understanding. He starts to reason and analyze about his life, his future. He seeks to understand the vision and purpose of his existence- why he exists in the world.

Kristos kai kosmos means to bring Christ into Culture.

"tithe" = one-tenth or 10% of your income. and many people think that as long as they give their tithe before the month ends is ok. Sorry to say NO!!!!! in the 1 Cor 16: 2 "On the first day of each week, you should each put aside a portion of the money you have earned. Don’t wait until I get there and then try to collect it all at once" what did the bible say. ON THE FIRST DAY OF EACH WEEK, the bible nevver say on the last day of each week right. So we remember this we have to give our tithe on the first week of the month. and the timing in giving your tithe is also important. and Abraham entered into GOD's "Blessed Blessing" and Multiplying Multiplication" because he went beyond tithing and entered into ultra-generous offering.

From
Letter TO GOD

Everthing Will Be alright with SUPER JESUS 2

2006-10-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hi i am back to blog again (hahahahahahahha) but now i going to blog about the things i LIKE. Today i going to share What to i LIKE! (hahahhahahahahah) let start now dont be shock when i began to share the list of things i LIKE!

This are the following things i LIKE!
1. I LIKE to go to Church every weekend.
2. I LIKE to go cell group meeting every week
3. I LIKE to serve God every weekend
4. I LIKE to do visitation every week
5. I LIKE to go online everyday talking to my best Friends (but sometime they are too busy haahahahahahahahahha)
6. I LIKE to talk to GOD everyday and every second of my days
7. I LIKE to sing praise and worship song to HIM
8. I LIKE to do saturation
9. I LIKE to talk
10. I LIKE to EAT!!!!!

I think that all for the things i LIKE. but remember Everthing will Be alright with SUPER JESUS. I know everytime i will said this but i going to said this one more time (hahahahahahha) I want to Thank God for the Best friends around me. Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, JinHui and Most of ALL SUPER JESUS.

From
Letter TO GOD

Everthing Will Be alright with SUPER JESUS

2006-10-06T12:11:00.000+08:00

Is me again i know know, i like all most everyday looking at my blog, is really i have nothing to do so i began to take up blogging to spend my time. i have many things i want to share but i cant share all in one go right?? so i have to break it up to smaller part. Today i going to share What to i DONT LIKE! (hahahhahahahahah) let start now dont be shock when i began to share the list of things i DONT LIKE!

This are the following things i DONT LIKE
1. I DONT LIKE to be alone, i not the kind of people who can live alone i must have someone to talk to. or else i will start thinking of things and have throughs (hahahahhahaha)
2. I DONT LIKE people who BLOCK me in MSN and stay away from ME (hahahahhaha)
3. I DONT LIKE people who dont tell me the truth.
4. I DONT LIKE people who are LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. I DONT LIKE people who play funny jokes on me when i DONT feel the jokes is funny.

I think that all for the things i DONT LIKE. But one thing i must want said all this I DONT LIKE is a choice but the thing is are you willing to get go all the I DONT LIKE to change it to I LIKE, i hard to change but remember Everthing will Be alright with SUPER JESUS. Just run to Him and He will take you out of the world of I DONT LIKE. I know everytime i will said this but i going to said this one more time (hahahahahahha) I want to Thank God for the Best friends around me. Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, JinHui and Most of ALL SUPER JESUS.

From
Letter TO GOD

HAPPINESS IS Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

2006-10-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

“consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything”
- James 1: 2 – 4

Happiness is learning how too deal with the inevitable disappointments of life. When we are troubled, God stands ready and willing to protect us. Our responsibility of course, is to ask Him for protection. When we call upon Him in heartfelt prayer, He will answer – in His own time and in accordance with His own perfect plan.

“we are pressured in every way but not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair”
- 2 Corinthians 4: 8

Life is often challenging, but we must not be afraid. God loves us, and He will protect us. In times of hardship, He will comfort us; in times of sorrow, He will dry out tears. When we are troubled or weak or sorrowful, God is always with us. We must build our lives on the rock that cannot be shaken: we must trust in God. And then, we must get on with the hard work of tracking our problems… because if we don’t, who will? Or should?

From
Letter TO GOD

The 5 love Languages

2006-10-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Last week in cell group meeting we learn about Intimacy and Romance in the sermon really bring us into the 5 love languages that people will have.

Love Languages #1 - Words of AFFIRMATION

Pro 18: 21 - "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit"
Prov. 12:25 (TLB) - "Anxious hearts are very heavy, but a word of encouragement does wonders"

Love Languages #2 - QUALITY TIME

Love Languages #3 - GIFT GIVING

1 Pet. 3:7 - "Husbands, likewise, dwell with them with understanding, giving honor to the wife, as to the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life, that your prayers may not be hindered"

PHYSICAL PRESENCE in the time of crisis is the most powerful gift you can give your loved ones and friends.

Love Languages #4 - Acts of SERVICE

Galatians 5:13 - "says that we should “through love, serve one another.”

Love Languages #5 - PHYSICAL TOUCH

So which of the two love languages best match to you???

for My is QUALITY TIME and Words of AFFIRMATION.

From
Letter TO GOD

When we wait on the LORD

2006-10-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

This bible coming across my mind.

Isaiah 40: 31
But those who wait on the LORD
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

Is true that when i wait on the LORD, my stength will be renew, when i wait on the LORD i will mount up with wings like eagles, and i wait on the LORD i will run and not be weary and i wait on the LORD i will walk and not faint. I remembered again and again that i have to wait for God timing and not by our timing. Whenever you feel alone read this verse cos when we wait on the LORD our vision and dreams will come true because God work in His time and not our time.

From
Letter TO GOD

God is MY Shepherd

2006-10-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. 3 He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever.

This verse came to my mind when i was listening to the FIRST Album cd and there is one song in the FIRST Album cd Shepherd. and everytime i feel lost and i dont know who to turn to first. but now remember God is our shepherd He will lead us to our vision and the purpose that He gave to us and we will dwell in the house of God forever.

From
Letter TO GOD

Kids Prayer

2006-10-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

Kids Prayer

I WANT TO KNOW YOU LORD
YOU ARE A GREAT BIG GOD
I’M YOUNG AND DO NOT KNOW A LOT
COME AND BE MY ALL

I WANT TO LOVE YOU MORE
GIVING YOU MY LIFE AND ALL
YOU DIED FOR ME
YOU’VE SACRIFICED
I WON’T FORGET YOU LORD

I LOVE YOU JESUS
I’LL GROW UP KNOWING YOU
I LOVE YOU JESUS
I’LL GROW UP SERVING YOU
I LOVE YOU JESUS
MY LIFE IS SAVED BY YOU
I’LL NEVER FORGET, NEVER FORGET
I’LL GROW UP LOVING YOU

Sometime will feel lost and lost the passion to serve God Just remember God is with You always. HIS is our BIG DADDY GOD.

From
Letter TO GOD

Revelation

2006-10-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

Children's Church is not a easy ministry! Why? Because you are raising up people who will take the world for God by storm. what is the 2 greatest Commandment??

Matthew 22: 36
"Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?" 37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' 38This is the first and greatest commandment.

This verse really build me up when pastor kong preach on this yesterday. you can be in minstry for 10 over years, you will not grow because you only know how to serve and serve and you never really put God first in your life. and most of the time you only use your own stenght in the minstry and this verse will build me up, is not about the ministry but is the relationship with God and loving Him with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my mind. and some time i will feel lost but God is always there to guide me and lead me the place full of peace, love and most of He will give me friends to help me also like Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, Jin Hui, Anson, Bob, Nick, Yvonne and MOST OF ALL JESUS.

From
Letter TO GOD

TWO MORE DAY TO CHILDREN CHURCH BIG DAY!!!!!

2006-09-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

Just 2 more day before Children's Church Big Day " MAGICAL CHILDREN"S DAY 2006"
And Everyone is going all the way out to do saturation and visiting all the BS kids to invite them back for this event. And like for 2 years old never do transport already. this coming big day i back to transport PTL but i will enjoy serving God and you know how many svc am i serving during children's day? i not just serving 2 svc but 7 svc on the same week. And this is my 12 days of veg fast PTL.

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HAPPINESS IS Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

2006-09-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Chapter 16 Learning How to Endure Hardships with Patience and Trust

“consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything”
- James 1: 2 – 4

Happiness is learning how too deal with the inevitable disappointments of life. When we are troubled, God stands ready and willing to protect us. Our responsibility of course, is to ask Him for protection. When we call upon Him in heartfelt prayer, He will answer – in His own time and in accordance with His own perfect plan.

“we are pressured in every way but not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair”
- 2 Corinthians 4: 8

Life is often challenging, but we must not be afraid. God loves us, and He will protect us. In times of hardship, He will comfort us; in times of sorrow, He will dry out tears. When we are troubled or weak or sorrowful, God is always with us. We must build our lives on the rock that cannot be shaken: we must trust in God. And then, we must get on with the hard work of tracking our problems… because if we don’t, who will? Or should?

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HAPPINESS IS Activity with Purpose

2006-09-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

Chapter 6 Activity with Purpose

Happiness is activity with purpose. And purpose, like everything else in the universe, begins in the heart of God. Whether you realize it or not, God has a direction for your life, a divine calling, a path along which He intends to lead you. When you welcome God into your heart and establish a genuine relationship with Him, He will begin – and He will continue – to make His purposes known.

Have you ever felt that you were just spinning your wheels? Just going through the motions? If so, you know that there’s no fulfillment in purposeless living. Your job, therefore, is to keep searching for God’s purpose in your life… and to keep searching until you find it. Discovering God’s unfolding purpose for your life is a daily journey, a journey guided by the teachings of God’s Holy Word. As you reflect upon God’s promises and upon the meaning that those promises hold for you, ask God to lead you throughout the coming day. Let your Heavenly Father direct your steps; concentrate on what God wants you to do now, and leave the distant future in hands that are far more capable than your own: His hands.

Sometimes, God’s intentions will be clear to you; other times, God’s plan will seem uncertain at best. But even on those difficult days when you are unsure which way turn, you must never lose sight of those overriding facts: God created you for a reason; He has important work for you to do; and He’s waiting patiently for you to do it. So why not begin today?

Taken from DR. A.R Bernard book HAPPINESS IS...

pls pray for me i having abit fever.

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More to COME!!!

2006-09-21T07:09:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers,

Starting from today i will not be just posting the things about me but i will be sharing the word of God in the post also hope you will enjoy and receive the word of God.

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IT this ME???

2006-09-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

hahahahha! some of the photo taken in my class kind of funny

Studying BUT WHO'S HAND IS THIS???? So scary

CANNOT SEE WHAT THE TEACHER WRITTING!!!!

DO I HAVE SARS AGAIN????

WHO IS THIS???

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The Parable of the Lost Sheep

2006-09-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

In Matthew 18: 10 - 14
10"See that you do not look down on one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. 12"What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off? 13And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off. 14In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost.

Everytime you lost the passion of reaching out to friends or even some time you feel lost and dont know what to do alway remember what the bible said in Matthew 18: 13 - "And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off" . God will be happy when He finds you because you are His creation and, in Matthew 18: 14 - " In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost" when ever you feel lost remember God is always looking up and down for you because HE LOVES YOU. and never run away from Him but NOW run to Him because He is the only one who can help you and bring you back to the family you use to be. NOW Come back to GOD. His is waiting for you to come back and He is cry and shouting out your name everytime and He remember you and the time you have a relationship with Him, crying out to Him and listen from Him.

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Nothing Much to do

2006-09-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

Today not much thing to do, the whole day i am playing game. and i dont know what to do so i went to pray and seek Gods face and after that i go for CSL for svc. after the svc we went to eat. and after that i went home to pray to God again. the whole day i have been praying to God and i believe we can hit the target in our AA zone and the whole children's church 7,000 kids for children's church. let believe together our break through will come and every leader will be touch by the love of God even more during this big day.

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FRIST CCH Album

2006-09-18T13:16:00.000+08:00

WOW THIS IS THE FIRST CHILDREN'S CHURCH ALBUM IN THE WHOLE HISTORY IN CITY HARVEST CHURCH MAN!! THE PRE-OREDER WILL BE THIS COMING SATURDAY AND SUNDAY DURING CHILDREN'S CHURCH SVC.

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Children's Church Svc

2006-09-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

WOW today super tried man, I was in expo around 725am and i book seat for the members and i am so call the first few to reach early and when the door open everyone start running into the hall and later we are stop and wait for around 10 min and when it open again everyone start running again sigh( some more i was curry a big bag with me) and PTL we got a seat like so call infornt first time ever we seat infornt thanks to cinthia and me loh. (HAHAHHAHA) and after svc i went to conference room to take the DVD from the two room 7-9 and 10 - 12 and after that we went to the bus and when we reach jurong west church we start to work. and when the svc start and is time for me to go up the stage wai sum came to me and ask me to do games and i said ok. so after the welcome they will shock that i am also the game masters. but i enjoy myself to serve God and after that i was the BV to build up the svc. and PTL God give me stength to serve him again and many happen to me but God is still using me to do greater work for Him.

Hope you enjoy the song.

Keep praying for Children's church to hit the target of 7,000 kids this children's Day.

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Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 3

2006-09-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

3. Level Three: MY ideas and judgments.

Real communication only begins here!
- The person is willing to put down his defenses ... and start sharing his ideas and decisions.
- But he is still somewhat cautious ... if he senses that people don’t accept what he is saying, he will immediately retreat.

• “I think you should spend more time with our kids.”
• “I think I should further my studies next year.”

4. Level Four: My EMOTIONS and feelings.

Now the person shares how he/she personally feels about the facts, ideas and judgments.
- The feelings underneath those areas are now revealed.

• “I am afraid I may not do well in my exams at the end of the year.”
• “I am very happy that you feel this way about our family.”

This is sharing your feelings!

5. Level Five: TOTAL, TRUTHFUL open communication.

All deep relationships, especially marriage relationships, must be based on absolute openness and honesty.
- This may be difficult to achieve because it involves the risk of being rejected because of our honesty.

• “I don’t know if I can be a good mother, I am so busy at work everyday.”
• “Listen, don’t stress yourself out ... you are a fantastic mother. If you are not able to cope, let’s discuss if you should work part-time instead.”

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Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 2

2006-09-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

You are not filtering the other person’s remarks through your own opinions and needs.

THE FIVE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF COMMUNICATION: C.O.M.E.T.

1. Level One: CLICHE conversation.

This type of conversation is very safe:
• “Hello, how are you?” “I am fine. Good to see you.”
• “How is your family?” “They are good.”
• “Where have you been?” “I was away working overseas.”

In this type of conversation, there is no personal sharing.
- Each person builds an invisible “wall” and remains safely behind that wall.
- We also call this “weather talk”—everything is kept at a very shallow and superficial level.

2. Level Two: Reporting the facts on OTHERS.

In this kind of conversation, we just report on what others have said ... we offer no personal comments of our own.
- We just report the facts like the 6 p.m. news.

• “What did the doctor say about dad’s check-up?” “Fine.”
• “What did the kids do today?” “Oh, they went for classes.”

A lot of couples, family members and friends do not get pass the second level of communication.

Today, we want to spend some time to practice communicating to one another.
- Before we do that, let’s look at how we can bring our communication into a deeper level of openness.

Communication Cell Group Sermon Part 1

2006-09-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Communication is a process of sharing information with another person in such a way that
he or she UNDERSTANDS what you are saying.

Talking and listening and UNDERSTANDING
are all involved in the process of communication.

COMMUNICATION IS MORE THAN JUST WORDS

Generally, most people wrongly think that communication is synonymous with talking.
- To “talk” is to utter words ... but to “communicate” is to transfer thoughts!

TRUTH: We communicate by WORDS, GESTURES and SPIRIT!
- Researchers say that 55 percent of all communication is nonverbal.

THE NEED FOR ACTIVE LISTENING

James 1:19

The most basic communication skill needed is not talking ... but LISTENING.

Prov. 18:13

ACTIVE LISTENING means that when someone is talking,
- You are tuning in fully to what that person is saying.
- You are actively seeking to understand what the other person really means.

You are not thinking about what you are going to say when that person stops.
- You are not “second guessing” your friend or partner—thinking that you already know what he/she is going to say.

I cut my hair today so HAPPPY!!!

2006-09-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

PTL i cut my hair today cos i wanted to cut my hair long time but i have no time to cut and i ask them to give me a easy hair cut and PTL my hair is shorted now. i feel better HAHAHAHHAHAH and no different is still the same but better.

Came back from Hair cut

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ALL THE WAY OUT!

2006-09-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Yes! i am surely going all the way out for kids this coming children's day party, never mind if i not a leader but i happy to be a helper under a wonderful leader like Eu and brother anson, but i know I am a leader in the furture and i will do alot of things for God, cos God look at the heart and not on how much i do or we do. God is faithful and he loves everyone of us. Back to children's Day i going use all my time to do saturation and reaching out to the BS and bring them back, and alot of things will happen but i will remember what God tell me, when i am weak, He is our stength. i must use the word of God to fight the problem.

AA ZONE ALL THE WAY OUT FOR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET US SET TIME TO DO SATURATION

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To The Ends Of The Earth

2006-09-15T07:49:00.000+08:00

God today spoke to me throught this song "To The Ends Of The Earth" and is really a fresh encounter with DADDY today and He said everything i do is to help you grow slowly and when is time you will soar like eagles wings. and when you wait for me, your calling will be greater than other people because you wait for Me

LOVE UNFAILING
OVERTAKING MY HEART
YOU TAKE ME IN
FINDING PEACE AGAIN
FEAR IS LOST IN ALL YOU ARE

AND I WOULD GIVE THE WORLD TO TELL YOUR STORY
CAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I'VE LOST MYSELF FOR GOOD WITHIN YOUR PROMISE
AND I WON'T HIDE IT, I WON'T HIDE IT

JESUS I BELIEVE IN YOU
AND I WOULD GO
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
FOR YOU ALONE ARE THE SON OF GOD
AND ALL THE WORLD WILL SEE
THAT YOU ARE GOD
THAT YOU ARE GOD

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Saturation 2 13 Spet 2006

2006-09-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

this is the flyers

This is the second day of saturation for Children's Day PARTY!!! and how many people doing saturation? the answer is 5: Jonathan, Jackson, Clara, Me and Jonathan helper i dont get her name and the fun thing is Jonathan and Jackson was playing soccer with the kids we saturated and there is some photo i taken (i think so) and the both of them enjoy themself playing with the kids. is take from jackson blog.

Jackson be the goal keeper

Jonathan also be the goal keeper sigh.....

after playing soccer we went to rivervale Mall to buy drinks

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Saturation 1 12 Spet 2006

2006-09-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

On tue i start doing saturation with Wai Sum, we wanted to do at rivervale but wai sum got something on so she have to go back to office and to do something and wanted me to start saturation first and i have to ask anson can i do alone first, but the first time i call i think the first time he not free never pick up my call i waited at the fun fair near to the hougang mall and i enjoy myself but i never play and the second time i sms him he said ok and the time is like 8pm and wai sum finish her things aorund 830pm and i start doing but not alot of kids on that day. and later wai sum treat me dinner at near by shop and we started eating over there, i began to tell her how i feel and things happen to me this few months and i really open and tell her. and she really a very good listener (hahahaahhah) cos most of the time i the one talking (hehehehe). but really enjoy fellowshipping with her, and when we are on the way to the interchange she is smsing all the leaders are they going for the prayer meeting in church on wed and the first one to reply is jonathan first time sia (hahahha) and he ask wai sum wherer is the prayer meeting held and wai sum said sometime jonathan is blur (hahaha) but is ok his is not blur everytime like me (hehehehehe) and tomorrow is another starting of saturation.

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Cant do Saturation Today

2006-09-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

Never mind lah, Today cannot do saturation, do next week loh i always have time to do saturation Eu area, and somemore today is raining and i not feeling well have to wait to next week loh (HAHAHHHAHAHHA) hope next week we can do better saturation next week

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God spoke to ME

2006-09-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today on the bus to sangkang to meet Jonathan, Jackson and Clara for saturation for children's day. God spoke to me through a very old song in our church. Jackie, you dont need be provoked by the things around you and people around you, is just not your time and you have to be patient and wait for my time to come to you. it really move my heart and i started crying because is really true for me, God dont work on our timing but God work on his own timing. and all i need is to work and wait for the time to come. And when i wait on the Lord i will soar like eagles.

And yesterday was Andy birthday and we celebrated for him today and he is happy to see us

Is he happy or sad to see us???

Now he is HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2006-09-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

Today i my HAPPY day !!!!!!!!!! You will surely ask me why? Now i going to share with all of you. i starting to open myself to alot of people. People like my best friend Jonathan, Jackson, Yuhao, Jin Hu. and for people who know like: Yvonne, Anson, Xin We, Wai Sum, Wen Kai and Timothy. I really feel better when i began to share with them i will not feel so repression that all the anger and sadness inside me. I really want to thank God for Me to share my life with people. and i know i can grow even more this coming years and really God is moving me and changing Me to be a better person day by day. And PTL i have already faster 5 days of Veg fast, i still have 25 days to go, i believe breakthough in Cell group and AA zone. And this few weeks we Children's Church will be doing satuation and i thinking of something to bring a the kids.

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Good Talk yesterday

2006-09-12T07:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i had a good talk with brother Anson, i had wanted to talk to him so badly, so i decided to sms him and ask him whether if he is free and he replied me by asking me what time would i prefer. I told him anytime will be great as I am at home at that time, we decided to meet up at centrepoint Mac. and We had a great talk as I shared with him how i felt about some stuff and the things that had been revolve around me.

Yesterday i sms Jonathan to seek for forgiveness as I was provoke to anger by him, that he can lead a group but me still at the same place and not move. At first I thought he was shocked to receive that sms because he did not reply me, I started feeling down but as I was visiting the doctor, I smsed him again and to my surprise he replied me. He explained that he was asleep at the point when I smsed him previously. He continued by saying that he already knew tat I was provoke to anger. Haha. Thank God for someone like him in my life, he is such a faithful friend and he has been constantly helping me. I must always stay focus, strong and always refrain from having self-pity-ness again.

I will constantly remember to abide in God's word even when is not my time to rise up, I will stay faithful in serving the people around me. It might take some time for me to rise up but surely I know that God will make me a great person one day only if I press on to the highest calling.

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Anger

2006-09-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today Pastor Kong preach on Anger, the svc was very good during praise i can already feel something is going to happen during the svc and really after when Pastor Kong i was crying already by the time cos i can feel God is calling me to forgive and forget the people who have hurt me. and pastor kong said this you feel hard to forgive and forget the people who have hurt but you have to forgive and forget cos God forgive and forget all out sins. and was said their name na d and i cannot said out two to four name and it really is a challegen for me to said this four names. (give your clue is JJYC guess yourself i going home to blog) i have forgive and forget about the things they done to me i really must forgive and forget. and i believe when i tell them they will not be shock. cos they are my closes friends (should you who by now) i really forgive and forget JJY but for C i must really take a step to really ask God.

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Children's Church NEW LESSON FOR SALE!!!

2006-09-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night i was call to help in the Children's Conference 2006 and i said yes. and i ask jonathan if he is going down to help and he said ( i ask him during overnight prayer meeting ) yah. i ask him what time he said 9am. and i stay all the way in the prayer meeting up to 5am and i went back home to change and to send email to someone. and when is 730 i leave my house and i take bus 25 to bedok mrt to change bus to bus 31. i sms jonathan ask him where is he, he reply he is lost because the bus driver said yes when jonathan ask is it (forget which CC) and he have to wait for another bus to the church. and he called me to setup the laptop and the LCD screen, speaker and the NETS machine. when i finish setting up Jonathan come and we dont know what to do. and later on the our church bookstore came at 1030 (i think so) and she tell us what to do. later during the break (lunch time) all the crowd came to our table and we start work talk and talk and talk. and the all the crowd, i and jonathan went to eat lunch and you know what we have to walk 4 busstop to eat (sigh) and after we finish eating, we take a bus back to the church. and we was there for another 10 to 15 min, and later we when to expo guess what is jonathan doing???

He is SLEEPING (YOU WIN LOH sleep for 3hrs on friday i haven been sleeping loh)
And today our zone is having prayer meeting but i cant go because i have no voice and tried brother anson call me to go back and rest and i said i really wqnt to go for the prayer meeting and he said you no voice how to pray?? i said ok loh i back and rest.

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LIVE FROM JURONG WEST ST 91

2006-09-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

Live stay tune i will be doing live boardcast of Photos and this what is the event

Some photo taken

(starting Games is so funny)

(this is eddie playing and making fun of himself ahahhahaha)

(to the bus eddie playing to my ipod)

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Best Day Ever!!!

2006-09-08T06:59:00.000+08:00

Hi after what i said yesterday alot of things happen to me, The vision God have given to me is surely for me because with God all things are possible with Him, and when we trust in the Lord He will make out path right and this month alot of things happen to me and i must never give up and never give in to the evil. i must stand strongh and fight the fight of FAITH, and thank God for his mecry towards me and show me the path i should walk on and i will press on and keep on walking and i dont care what people said about me. i know God and friends are there to encourage me and put me back to the path that God wants me to walk on, I thing i live for is to give all my praise to GOD, i all i want is to live for YOU and every we have belongs to God will surely bring to the vision to be a pastor and preach the word if God to the childrens and bring them love, joy and peace in them. Hope your will keep on looking forward.

IS THIS VISION FOR ME??????

ANSWER IS: YES THIS VISION IS SURELY FOR ME

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iGroup Website 2

2006-09-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

Report on the iGroup Website

I have must done half way and is going to finish by nexts week and it will be openning soon after all the thing is done www.igroup-cch.4t.com and it will be moving to another website i will update again when i get the address and the domin.

Update:
I have move the website to this URL www.igroup-cch.wssmediaclub.com is still temp domin.

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Is This Vision For ME???

2006-09-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

Sometime i jsut wonder why am i in children's church minstry. is cos of the past that i am i kid and now just serve back in children's church. And i was thinking is this calling for ME or for someone else. and I was looking thought the vision and i thinking am i so good for this vision to preach to all the kids and bring them love, joy and care and being a pastor. My english is so bad and i cannot even speak well and i am going thought alot of things in my life and wondering the God have you place the vision in the wrong person. And everytime i look at the vision and your words and i feel i not feet to in this vision and why must all this thing happen to me, and the Vision you pleace in me is the right vision for me? i dont feed into the vision, as i said my english is so bad, i dont know how the dress myself in my out look and i have many thing i do wrong and how can i be in the vision. God please speak to me and tell me is this vision really for me or i am just thinking what i want to be when i grow up. God show me, my vision again. And well done Jonathan keep pressing On, God have a greater plan for You. for Me, i think God still want to shape me and Jonathan you will grow even more.

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My Healer

2006-09-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

My Healer
by City Harvest Church

LOVE STRONGER THAN THE FEARS BEFORE ME
HUNG ON THE CROSS AND SET ME FREE
MERCY ENDURES THROUGH ALL MY FRAILTY
BLOOD THAT WAS SHED FOR ME TO LIVE

RAIN DOWN YOUR POWER
SAVIOR I NEED YOU NEAR

MY JESUS, I CALL YOUR NAME
YOU'RE BROKEN FOR ALL MY PAIN
MY HEALER, YOU'VE TOUCHED MY WORLD
BY YOUR STRIPES, I'M WHOLE AGAIN
AND I PLACE ALL MY TRUST IN YOU
AND I PLACE ALL MY HOPE IN YOU

RIVER OF LIFE THAT RUNS IN HEAVEN
FLOW FROM YOUR THRONE INTO THIS PLACE
HEALING WILL FLOW THROUGH ALL THE NATIONS
AND ALL WILL KNOW YOUR SAVING GRACE

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Dont Worry I ok already

2006-09-07T06:52:00.000+08:00

Hi people!!!! Just now is the morning i was writing God Loves 1 and 2 i feel better and i after right all that i went to do my quiet time and the presence of God is there and i began to give all my problems, sadness and loneliness to Him after talk and fellowshipping with Him, He show me a vision again (PTL !!!!!!!) I saw the same vision that God show me during the emerge conference and reminded me that I am the head and not the tail, i can do all things thought chirst who stengthen me, all the things are possible with God, willing to give all of ME in exchange for more of Him and Love people and care for people. And i was reminded how God change life when i came to City Harvest Church (Youth Svc) and many things happen and God is so good in forgetting all my sin. (HAHAHAHAHAH) and whenever He is close to me, He will huge me and the presence of God is so stongh i started cry many times in church and during cell group meeting really God Loves me and i know Best friends is there to encourage one another and prayer for one another and thanks to Jonathan. He really encourage me i dont knoow why i can share with him the things happen to my life.

Report on the Website: Is half way done

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God Loves ME 2

2006-09-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

And i really feel i lost all the passion of reaching out to the lost. and whatever things i do nobody is there the give me a hand only GOD you are there and Jonathan everytime i need help and telling you because how busy you are, you still have to reach out to people and care for people who need encouragement and talk to friends, but for me NO because they dont really care about me and they are busy they are not willing to spend sometime for friends and i dont why i feel like B________ but i will never B__________ cos onces i leave the house of GOd i will be totally lost and be detory by the world and i will keep press on and never let go. And i am thinking why i do so much and no one around me comfort me and say something nice to me and encourage me to go stronght and the only two person is GOD and Jonathan and i know sometime i know i am emotion and i always smsing jonathan but i dont know why i only to can share with him and God the things in my life and i sometime control myself not to sms jonathan cos i know he also got his own members and work to look after for. I just feel tried of doing all this thing i dont find any meaningf in life.:(

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God Loves ME

2006-09-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

Everyone around ME dont love ME, never mind because God is always there for ME and everything happen to ME, HE will bring me thought and HE will love ME with a fatherly love, i just cannot let go what man have done to ME and r_______ me and dont c______for me and just do their own things without ask how are you, i just h______ people who are like this. I dont why people around me is doing this, but i know i going thought a vallery again. I feel like stopping this things and let over it, but i know God is there to help me to over come all this thing. I JUST NEED PEOPLE TO TALK TO CAN SOMEONE TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!! do whatever to wake me up and bring me back the passion of reaching out to kids and people in the world. :(

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What To DO??? (HAHAHAHAHHA) 2

2006-09-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh... Today i never go school because i not feeling well and dont have enought sleep past few days(hahahahahahha) and i really very very boring nothing to do. But i have one thing is to finish the iGroup website so the kids can update the website by themselve and let them try so the update the website and do website desigh. and later have to do visitation with teacher Eu (thank God she is back from KL Emerge) but she is leaving at 9pm and i think i have to visit some of the kids by myself but never mind Father(God), Son(Jesus) and the Holy Spirit with me. and friends like Jonathan that i can sms him(hahahahhahahah) i feel i like stalking them (WAHHAHAHAHAH) not funny any way i really bless that he is my friend. And something happen before the prayer meeting. i was use my laptop and i think jonathan was there also, so he came over to ask me to let him claim his kids(he dont have computer access so he ask me) and when he was sitting next to me i feel something in me trembling and i began to feel cold air coming and when jonathan finish claiming all his kids and he leave the sit and go back to talk to his friends and i trembe even more i also dont know why. and when i leave the cafe everything went back to normal. and i think that Jonathan cast out something in me. i also dont know what is the thing. if you dont believe you can ask nick was there when i tremble.

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Letter TO GOD

Sorry!!!

2006-09-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

Attention To Everyone:

This few week i will be working on my iGroup website and My project i wont be able to update my blog everyday i will try to update everyday HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Put i will tag in all the encouragement and share with all of you guys. prayer for me.

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Prayer Meeting Today Very GOOD

2006-09-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

WOW today prayer meeting is so good that the presence of God is in b4 and many things came to my mind i that i want to share with your.

1. We must not just grow in number but we have to grow more in our prayer life and as a church.
2. Love the Lord with all your heart with all your soul.
3. We can grow more together as a big family of chirst.
4. Willing to give all of you for more of Him.
5. God is always a better encourager.
6. Every Problems you have, you have to overcome the problem or the problem will stay with you.

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iGroup Website

2006-09-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

People This is iGroup Website not really finish but i will try to finish as fast as possible this is the link www.igroup-cch.4t.com.

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